im seriously hurt .
you said you'll be there .
now it seems im no one to you .
you hurt me terribly .

its worse than stabbing me .
but i'll promise to be strong .
i'll continue to trust god and you .
and wait very patiently .

i decided to be a good girl .
to focus on what am i supposed to do .
at this age , and yea .
and wait for god to speak to YOU again .

that time it'll be when we're sensible .
sensible enough to be together .
i think i really believe that
what you said is true .
god has his reasons .
i'll really wait .
i hope you do so too .
remember ,
you said ,

for as long as you can wait , you will wait

and i seriously hope thats you're not lying
and i serioysly believe that you're not lying
thanks for the prayers you gave me
thanks for everything .
i hope you see this post (:
im sorry for being unreasonable at times .
i only wish that this is just a test .
and we can "pass" (:
so we can be happily ever after .

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TINGFANG <3

can can ;D shall see how ;D
cheers ! ;D

WENDY

miss you terribly loads !
shall catch up with you someday .
and talk about many many things .
shall play pool again . muahahah ;D

for now ,
i'll just do whatever im supposed to do .
and continue trusting god .
like you (: