Life science workshop wasted my precious two hours or maybe three!
Seriously, the feedback form asked whats good about it.
My answer is only Breead. Free bread.
Yes, very honest.

The verdict was given today. And ive seen the true colours
of someone who's important(or not) Disappointments one after another.


(Beware, EMO SHITSXZ)




No, i don't like to seem troubled, down or whatever i always seem.
But its not up to me, isn't it.
I hate it when my friends sees me as someone not as happy or smth.
Don't come asking what's wrong, when you don't give a hoot
when i told you what's wrong. You guys seem more interested to talk about youself.
Come to think about it, what kinda responses would i get if i told you
what's bothering me.
Isn't that the same old thing again? Oh yes it is.
So what? You guys don't experience such matters yeah.
Its fuckang disturbing, im serious.
How would you feel if i spilt your folks and deprive
you of family love and care and suddenly people
around you changed. You try to smile and carrying on.
But so? You know that somewhere down there, it still bleeds.
I can say proudly that this year, i tried to be more positive
(or at least act like i was!)
Im really upset with people who think that oh-its-seriously-nothing.
I don't think you guys can handle it any better, could you?


I want to go New Zealand or Canada or places where i can
live my life peacefully, raising sheeps cows dogs cats and other
beautiful animals. Green grass, clear blue waters and a beautiful house
with flowers like those ive seen before.